Anxiety

Calling the human species more evolved seems right anthropologically, but when it comes to blissful living we are far behind, maybe the worst. The fact that are brains are over grown harms
us in several ways. We are able to complicate the simplest of scenarios to our disadvantage and then create entire careers around trying to manage those complexities. Take psychiatry. Ever heard any other species requiring help? Of course we have made dogs so much man's friend that dogs have now started getting depressed when we are not around.

We have created our own version of the Matrix, just that ours is much more sophisticated in the sense that we have created artificial programs in the real world, much more difficult to unplug from.

I envy Neo.

Blogging again

I guess sometimes in life you feel the need to talk. Talk to someone, even yourself will do. Actually yourself is both safe yet worst case. U ideally want to talk to someone but without the fear what one would think. Hence yourself is better but u go into a loop with yourself. No solution really comes out and you justify everything you do at the end of the day. Guess today is again a weirdly sad day. Its happy and sad. So complex. So unsimple. I really think life is too twisted. Some sicko has made this game to amuse themselves while watching us struggle, watching us cry, being happy on things which are truly meaningless but in the moment feels so worth it. Who invented this never ending game and why?

Ppl say you can withdraw by using a trump card. Nirvana. Or moksha. Haha very funny. Its all fitting in very well with the construct of a silly game.

Assuming it was a normal game, you could quit if you were bored or losing or even tired. Why in this game of life do we be cowards if we quit or think of quitting. Unfair.

And it becomes more difficult becuz the bloody players are making their own rules. Add to the complexity please!

Do we ever know anyone whom we tell everything? Think about it. I can bet my life on it. Its not possible. Or is it just me.